i feel as though im losing myself again.
third week of school has just ended. but i feel that i havent gone anywhere. havent learnt anything useful. or anything of sort. like my life has just gone in one circle without progressing forward. or maybe its just my own mind going in circles. beats me.
common tests. B D D O c5 c5. many ppl say this is decent grades. however. im disappointed i din do better. as matter of fact. whether i din study or anything. i only have myseld to blame. must work harder for promos now. cant let myself down again. and make myself bear the torture. and all.
soccer season maybe over. but there is like a new sport that has come to use my saturday afternoons. the past two. at least. floorball. a trial was what that started it. and it has seemed to lead into a road that i like very much but cant bear to take sometimes. due to commitments in yf. boo. the cycle is coming back full-circle. once again.
reading books now. my latest hobby to keep myself from thinking too much. apparently its working. although it may seem to be a craze to read dan brown. i think he's pretty good. haha. i dunno about his religon though. some things that he writes seriously goes against what i believe in. but. inspiring stories in his books. do exist.
hope i find the way. to something better.
instead of walking in the dark
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